You seem really sincere and in real distress. Here are my two cents. Your wife's issues have nothing to do with your TM practice. It is more likely that she is sensitive to your disappearing for periods of time from her needs than anything to do with spiritual practices. Most couples have to work this balance out.
If Maharishi or Guru Dev appear to you in any state, send them out for some beer and chips. Do not listen to anything they tell you if then don't come back with actual beer and chips. (Only accept the good ruffly ones.) You may need an entirely new perspective to attain a happy life. It may not involve you becoming "enlightened." But there are many cool states of human life that have nothing to do with that perspective. It worked for me. --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "janosmelocco" <janosmelo...@...> wrote: > > > Another point: Curtis is also right. Perhaps TM teachers are not equipped to > solve this problem. I have asked a couple locally and basically did not get > any valuable answer. That is why I was going to solicit opinions and > experiences here. I also tried simple checking years ago. It worked while I > was in the room with the TM teacher. Then I went home and the same phenomenon > started as before. > > I tried again yesterday after my posting then this morning. My experience was > OK, no forcing, very natural, it had a good feeling but nothing very special. > Mantram was flowing with extraordinariy speed, level of consiousness did not > change much. It would have qualified for an acceptable med years ago for me. > > Came downstairs and found my wife really possessed. It took us hours of > talking and resting to get out if it. It is a non-cause, as if she were > thrown back into the past again. Similar to a bad case of PMS. > > I do not blame her, I think there is some kind of attack or psychic vampirism > involved and she is sensitive to that. > > Mybe I will contact Miss Neff after all... what she wrote seemed enough for > me first to lift weights. But back then I have not tried the technique again. > > I even had a few spontaneous flashes of MMY appearing to me - all right, I > saluted him in my thoughts - just in case it is more than my imagination. >
