Nina, just want to add my condolences - yes, we do understand. I'm
so very sorry, I know how hard it is. Blessings, Gloria
On Oct 12, 2006, at 11:19 AM, Nina wrote:
Hi Belinda and All,
I'm so sad and numb this morning. So completely worn out, I know
you all understand how I'm feeling. Spencer had been so weak
yesterday, but still so attentive and loving, what an incredible
spirit this boy has. The vet was late, (I'm so glad he was), and I
had been laying next to Spencer on our bed, keeping him company
while we waited. He lifted his head and tried to move, but he just
couldn't get his once magnificent body to work. I decided to bring
him out front. He used to love going out with his dogs every
morning to get the paper and I thought he might enjoy going out one
more time. I was right. Unbelievably, he rallied and was actually
able to stumble to his favorite spot under my Jeep parked in the
driveway. He even drank from the feral's water bowl. I couldn't
stand seeing him on the uncomfortable cement any longer and put him
on his bed and we sat and quietly watched the neighborhood comings
and goings from the front steps.
I had just brought him back inside when I saw my vet approaching up
the front walk. Heaven help me, but I wanted to scream, NO! NOT
YET! Of course, it was time to finally say goodbye.
Do you still do tributes with their pictures? I'm going to send
you his picture off-list to include in case you do. Bless it, this
was a hard one, (but then I guess there just aren't any easy ones,
are there?).
I want to express my gratitude once again to this incredible list
of caring people. I went through such contortions dealing with
Spencer's illness and decline. I don't know how I would have coped
without your support and prayers.
Much love as always,
Nina