I want to clarify to everyone else my path. I was born into a high conflict family but was entirely untouched by it like a lotus in a mud pond. People might remember my old feisty self from Amma list, I would get mad and fight like hell with people who made fun of Amma (I think I remember this idiot Sal from there) like the ones I'm responding to with fervor. But I would get totally disturbed and feel guilty. I used to fall into meditation after my responses there.
Since now I'm totally awakened I'm treating my interaction with even idiots in a very loving way. I feel like I will leave my body anytime and my wife is very concerned since she wants me to be around forever. So I'm so glad that Rick invited here, anything to keep me rooted to my body. I love fights and dealing with idiots totally, I in my life have never rejected anything. I used to love fighting with Amma devotees too and very outspoken in my criticism. Everything adds to my bliss. Even though my energy and consciousness is same as someone like Jim, I don't shy away from conflict and fights. I totally love it and handle it with equanimity. I know I will always have the last word and I am in total control of the conversation..LOL..
