--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "seventhray1" <steve.sundur@...> wrote: > > Actually, my anger has pretty much spent itself. I've moved into a more > neutral/indifferent zone.
> --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Chivukula > chivukula.ravi@ wrote: > > > > And I understand you, Steve, Barry's, you rakshasas, metaphorical > embodiments of ignorance, dishonesty, deception, your perverse > masochism. > > > > I humiliate you guys, you keep begging for more. > > > > It's the same thing with lovers, they know I can never run out of > love. > > > > I don't blame you, the power of my unconditional love and > unconditional hatred is such. > > > > Very enticing, enthralling, and entertaining. > > > > No worries Curtis, keep coming back and I will keep giving !!! > > > > I'm very kind and generous..LOL.. > > > > Much Love, > > Ravi > > > > On Jan 1, 2012, at 12:58 PM, Ravi Chivukula chivukula.ravi@ wrote: > > > > > My dear Curtis, like I said my posts require love, intelligence, > intuition, emotional maturity, intellectual honesty, trust, faith that I > regret to say you lack and have never been arouse in you and your > retarded pals Vaj and Barry. > > > > > > You three are the metaphorical demons that are depicted in the > Puranas, Indian scriptures, the pinnacle and embodiment of ignorance, > dishonesty, deception etc. > > > > > > You and Barry's Facebook profile pictures so best illustrate how > emotionally damaged you both are. I'm full of pity for you guys. > > > > > > Best of luck - continue in your fantasy patalas !!! > > > > > > Much Love, > > > Ravi > > > > > > On Jan 1, 2012, at 11:46 AM, "curtisdeltablues" curtisdeltablues@ > wrote: > > > > > >> This reads like a Saturday Night Live skit on Jerry Falwell. > > >> > > >> --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Ravi Chivukula" > chivukula.ravi@ wrote: > > >> > > > >> > Dear Obba, > > >> > Thank you very much. > > >> > I was going to stop at one Corona. But then a really cute 19 year > old > > >> > blonde approaches, wanting me to buy a shot of tequila for her. I > > >> > complimented her, told her she was making me hot. In fact I was > laughing > > >> > out aloud at how how hard I got. As of last month I have been > free of > > >> > all repression and perversion, a total mastery of my sexual > energy. So > > >> > while I was hot, there was no lust, no desire to possess her - > she just > > >> > made me pine for my beloved more. > > >> > Unlike the sexually repressed Gurus projected as avatars or > messiahs of > > >> > intellectual dishonesty I wasn't going after her, though I was > seriously > > >> > tempted, I also lied that I was 29 :-). I am a man who only cares > for a > > >> > life long intimate relationship with one woman unlike these > perverts. > > >> > Oh well I had a real good time and courtesy of her I ended up > downing 3 > > >> > shots of Tequila. She was chased away by the bar security because > even > > >> > though 18 and above were allowed in the party, they clearly > weren't > > >> > allowed to drink. But you know I still woke up after 5 hours of > sleep, > > >> > totally me, totally aware, so I haven't changed.LOL.. > > >> > Happy New Year again. > > >> > Love,Ravi > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, obbajeeba <no_reply@> > wrote: > > >> > > > > >> > > Happy New Year to all! > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5p_U8J0iRQ > > >> > > This is the New Year for the Gregorian Calendar, so appropriate > songs > > >> > are a must! > > >> > > > > >> > > May this year bring bliss to each and everyone of you and your > > >> > families! > > >> > > > > >> > > Ravi, you are celebrating the way the west does! Good for you! > > >> > > Good for You! > > >> > > > > >> > > Oh, one more.. > > >> > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lT_b_MWrJQU&feature=related > > >> > > > > >> > > Love you all! > > >> > > > > >> > > Obbajeeba > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > > > >> > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Ravi Chivukula" > chivukula.ravi@ > > >> > wrote: > > >> > > > > > >> > > > > > >> > > > > > >> > > > My very first drunk message, what the fuck took me so > long..LOL.. > > >> > > > > > >> > > > http://www.flickr.com/photos/73243621@N07/6611441415 > > >> > > > > > >> > > > I miss my beloved and she's off projecting fantasies outside > of > > >> > herself and here I am no "isms", nothing outside of myself, > totally > > >> > having fun, totally aurhentic, the music fucking rocks...:-) > > >> > > > > > >> > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Ravi Chivukula > > >> > <chivukula.ravi@> wrote: > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > LOL..Jim. > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > I'm drunk totally celebrating the New Year !!! > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > Why the fuck did Bob make fun of your fiction again? Once > you are > > >> > full of love fiction flows.. > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > Love ya Jim. > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > This ain't no love bombing, just a very drunk self styled > > >> > enlightened yogi from the Mist Club in San Francisco..:-). > Missing his > > >> > beloved, And the music's fucking rocking.. > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > Love, > > >> > > > > Ravi. > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > On Dec 31, 2011, at 8:50 PM, "futur.musik" <futur.musik@> > wrote: > > >> > > > > > > >> > > > > > Cue intro and video: It is evening in LA, you step off > the > > >> > elevator at the fortieth floor, walk down a short hallway, and > open > > >> > double doors onto an expanse of hand distressed birch board > flooring and > > >> > Berber-style carpets, anchored with Scandinavian white leather > seating > > >> > in a sunken living room, the soundless sights of Los Angeles > moving far > > >> > below through nearly floor to ceiling windows, the slight scent > of > > >> > incense is on the air (sandalwood?), and the sound of Sufi music > heard, > > >> > attracting all women magnetically to...Ravi's Ravine, as his pad > has > > >> > quickly come to be known. You take a seat. > > >> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > Ravi appears, wearing his sunglasses, the complete > gentleman, > > >> > with a slight hint of "divine" vodka on his breath...his shoulder > > >> > holster almost completely concealed under his jacket (worn > legally after > > >> > a nutcase on an internet forum tried to harm him). He smiles huge > and > > >> > exclaims, "Namaste, Yo!!" > > >> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Emily Reyn > > >> > <emilymae.reyn@> wrote: > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > Ravi, wait, I forgot to emphasize...this picture of you > IS > > >> > "HOT" - try and stay objective in your review :) Ãâ I'm > sure that > > >> > Obba would give you a wet KISS KISS on this one. Ãâ Judy > might pile > > >> > on with a "kiss-kiss" if you are really lucky. Ãâ If Bob > wasn't > > >> > vacationing somewhere on a remote romantic island with "the > wife", he > > >> > could probably send you the appropriate movie clip to seal the > deal. > > >> > Ãâ Now, for me the word "hot" is a new one, so I'm using > my > > >> > intuition on this one. > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > I have to collect my stomach muscles stuck in a giggle > again > > >> > and go to the neighbor's party and try and act like a "normal" > person. > > >> > Ãâ "Normal" is the goal, right? > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > Did you happen to see Yifu's picture of Darthsayer. > Ãâ > > >> > That is a perfect representation of what is after me right now. > Ãâ > > >> > Very scary and not at all "normal", which is why I appreciated > Rory's > > >> > autobiography. Ãâ But, I have surrounded myself with a > force field > > >> > of love and will figure it out. Ãâ I'll let you know on > this later > > >> > in January. Ãâ > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > Don't let me bring you down...Love Always, Em > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > ________________________________ > > >> > > > > > > From: Ravi Chivukula <chivukula.ravi@> > > >> > > > > > > To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com > > >> > > > > > > Sent: Saturday, December 31, 2011 6:54 PM > > >> > > > > > > Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Happy new year to everyone > !!! > > >> > (And more love bombing..) > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > Ãâ > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > Just to clarify a couple of points. > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > I don't think I'm photogenic - I was probably lucky > there. I > > >> > find posing for pictures excruciating since I'm always authentic, > true > > >> > to myself. > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > I never had an Amma doll, shudder, I find the whole > concept > > >> > very idiotic, though I have to say its cute. > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > My problem was with the members of cult having pseudo > > >> > relationships with dolls in order to numb pain, insulate > themselves from > > >> > pain - instead of welcoming the opportunity to grow with > conflict, pain > > >> > in a relationship. > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > I'm against anything that avoids pain, conflict, > discomfort > > >> > because you are shutting the doors to growth. I never avoided it. > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > Look at our own Barry !!! He's in a closet in Holland, > still > > >> > trapped in cults !!! > > >> > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, RaviA Chivukula > > >> > <chivukula.ravi@> wrote: > > >> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Emily thank you. > > >> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > I'm giving up on all Gurus, projection of Divine > Mother, > > >> > Divine Father, avatars on the celibacy worshipping, sexually > repressed, > > >> > perverted Gurus. > > >> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > All "isms" - pacifism, socialism, communism, > christianism, > > >> > Buddhism, Hinduism. > > >> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Fuck God, fuck all Gurus, fuck anyone who projects > > >> > perfection outside of themselves, worships poverty worshipping, > life > > >> > abnegating messiahs such as Gandhi, Teresa, Ramana. > > >> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Let 2012 be the year of Krishna, of love, of sex, of > > >> > celebration !!! > > >> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > Love, > > >> > > > > > > > Ravi. > > >> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > On Dec 31, 2011, at 6:33 PM, Emily Reyn > <emilymae.reyn@> > > >> > wrote: > > >> > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Damn Ravi...you are sooo photogenic! Well, I might > end up > > >> > laughing my way through my fear, like I did with the shame. > Unless, I > > >> > can get the angels to assist me....we'll see. Sounds like you are > giving > > >> > up on the Amma doll. That's O.K. I gave up on the doll as well. > Thanks > > >> > for the great post. > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > From: Ravi Chivukula <chivukula.ravi@> > > >> > > > > > > > > To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com > > >> > > > > > > > > Sent: Saturday, December 31, 2011 5:36 PM > > >> > > > > > > > > Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Happy new year to > everyone > > >> > !!! (And more love bombing..) > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Fuck the picture didn't make it, help me merudanda. > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Here's the link to the picture. > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > http://flic.kr/p/b55Hsv > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Me 'n 'em Mayans are tight. I'm so down with the > Mayan > > >> > Calendar. > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > My predictions for 2012 > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > 1) All Love's renamed to Hate's > > >> > > > > > > > > 2) All lovers hounded, harassed and humiliated > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Let's leverage the deadly, provocative, seductive > power of > > >> > the troika to hound, harass and humiliate the lovers. > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > The first of the troika, the power and might of law > > >> > enforcement, judiciary armed with the laws very generously > sponsored and > > >> > underwritten by Prozac Inc and the Big Pharma. > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > BTW I so love my Mayan Calendar that I can't sleep > without > > >> > one under my pillow !!! OTOH I think a Mayan doll would be very > cute. Oh > > >> > on that Mayan doll I see lot of cult worship of Guru based dolls, > so I > > >> > thought what a wonderful idea !!! Look, now I would love to have > a real > > >> > woman but till then I plan to sleep with a doll..LOL..God, how > > >> > disgusting scratch that idea, I'm not that desperate to > substitute real > > >> > relationships with dolls. > > >> > > > > > > > > (P.S. Making a pun on people at cults, includingmy > own > > >> > Guru's cult, worshipping Guru dolls). > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > The second of the troika, my liberal intellectuals, > the > > >> > therapists, the psychologists with their myriad pain numbing > therapies > > >> > generously sponsored and underwritten by, surprise, yep - Prozac > Inc and > > >> > the Big Pharma. > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > I love my liberal intellectuals, they are so smart > they > > >> > actually become therapists so they can dump their shit on others > and > > >> > make them pay for it as well !!! Wow, amazing isn't it folks !!! > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Dr. Ravi Chivukula, Psy.D, UCLA has done amazing > work > > >> > here, his research paper "The Anatomy of Hopeless Romantics, Case > Files > > >> > of Pervasive Romantic Disorder" was well acclaimed by all liberal > > >> > intellectuals, therapists, psychologists, psychiatrists, Prozac > Inc and > > >> > Big Pharma. > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > So we already have the label "Pervasive Romantic > Disorder" > > >> > to take down all stupid, clueless, idiotic, hopelessly romantic, > > >> > obsessed loser lovers. > > >> > > > > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > OK- finally the third of the troika - the > psychiatrists, > > >> > armed with their DSM Manuals > > >> > (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diagnostic_and_Statistical_Manual_o > > >