--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Ravi Chivukula" <chivukula.ravi@...> wrote: > > Well Barry's never had an issue with Rory Mark II because Rory Mark II > never had anything much to say to Barry's dishonest tantrums other than > wavicle, particle, me, Us, love, light, laughter bullshit. Perhaps Rory > had an opening at the Rorian Mystery School and was looking at Barry as > a potential student? We will never know and perhaps it is destined to > remain a mystery.
Hey, Ravi, I am happy you have felt moved to call Barry on his "tantrums" (plural: tantra?), if that pleases you, but that is not my style. I don't find, usually, that pointing my finger outward really solves my feelings inward. Some of that may be because I grew up in a family with a very large, strong, unpredictably angry father, where that kind of honesty would have instantly brought me great suffering, if not death, and, coward that I am, I didn't particularly want to suffer or -- miserable though I found life sometimes -- to die. Of course, there are always exceptions, and I contain huge amounts of ignorance within me, and in real life I speak out in an attempt to "comb the mirror" more often than necessary, I am pretty sure. Your mileage may of course widely vary. I am not trying to change you or Barry or Judy. I see my mission here as simple: love what IS, no matter how ugly it may appear to me and in me at first. Of course, as you can see, I also like the feeling of understanding and being understood, and hence my dialogues. And I like the feeling of assimilation and healing, once I have actually assimilated and healed the rather intense suffering I often feel here. Anyhow, thank you for being You. *L*L*L*
