--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, TurquoiseB <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > This is like watching Robin Williams doing his > schizophrenia comedy routine, with two personalities > in the same being arguing back and forth with each > other. Except that Robin's routine is funny, and > this is very sad and very scary indeed. Get some > help, Tom, and by that I don't mean "Spend more > money on yagyas." As far as I can tell, you're > getting closer and closer to being one of those > guys we read about who "snaps" one day and decides > to kill all the people he believes are "persecuting" > him. > > This is beyond allowing your tortured Inner Child > to scream in public, Tom...this is verging on full- > blown insanity. Please get help. I've tried to > support your occasional positive actions here on > FFL, but I'm really worried about you. > > Unc/Barry
Tom, Because I really *am* concerned about you, I'm going to point out something that doesn't seem to have occurred to you. It's becoming really painful to see you acting out what seems to be Multiple Personality Disorder here on this forum, posting under two different names, and with two obviously different personalities, poles apart, and with one polar post appearing within minutes of another one, equally polar but in the opposite direction. In my book this is not an indication of someone who is getting "better" as a result of yagyas, but worse. And you've taken it upon yourself to try to act out your resentment at people here telling you the truth about some of the things you post here by trying to get the forum itself removed from Yahoo. That is simply unacceptable, and in my book is yet another symptom of a serious mental disorder that needs treatment. Here's the thing that probably has not occurred to you. What if someone here, someone who actually cares about you and is interested in your welfare, took it upon himself or herself to email the posts you made here yesterday under two different names to the provider of the yagyas you seem to hold so dear? >From what you have said in your posts about them, they seem to be ethical people who are genuinely concerned that their service has the greatest possible benefit for those paying for them. How do you think they'd react to discovering that one of their clients is reacting to their services by acting out in a way that Western psychologists would characterize as having episodes of multiple personality disorder? How do you think they'd react to learning that one of their clients is trying his best to act out his hurt and rage by harming other people rather than helping them? I somehow suspect that they might think twice about accepting future payments from you, and conducting future yagyas for you. I somehow suspect they would be *shocked* to learn who it was they were really dealing with, and might wish to not involve them- selves and their karma with someone who is obviously having some serious mental problems. In other words, they might just cut you off at the pump, Tom. A word to the wise. I am not going to write such an email. I trust to your higher nature, and to that higher nature "winning out" if you realize that if someone else were to do to you what you have so blithely done to others here that it would be painful and really fuck with your life. A word to the wise. Grow the fuck up. Stop this infantile acting out, and allow people here to continue to have their little discussions, free from interference from you. If you keep acting like an out-of-control child, sooner or later someone here is going to do exactly what I have suggested, and you'll start to actually *feel* the effects of your own karma. I don't think you'd like that. I honestly think that the best thing you could possibly do at this point is offer an apology to the people of Fairfield Life and refrain from posting here for some time. Concentrate on your own life and helping it to evolve, in the way that seems best to you. We will all wish you the best in that endeavor, and look forward to seeing a new and improved Tom Pall when you choose to return, if you do. But don't keep fucking with people who wish you well and pray for your well-being, Tom. If you do, in time one of them is going to decide that what's good for the goose is good for the gander, and use your own methods against you. It won't be me, but it will be someone. Get it? I wish you nothing but the best. Really. But you're out of control, dude, and it's messing with this discussion forum, which I treasure. Act out on your own time and in the privacy of your own home, Tom. When you do it here, and threaten to make "here" go away, you're treading on thin ice. Barry Wright ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> Dying to be thin? Anorexia. Narrated by Julianne Moore. http://us.click.yahoo.com/abEMxA/sbOLAA/d1hLAA/0NYolB/TM --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
