Sounds like you've surrendered to God :) Gotta go, have a good day.
>________________________________ > From: "doctordumb...@rocketmail.com" <doctordumb...@rocketmail.com> >To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com >Sent: Wednesday, February 20, 2013 10:55 AM >Subject: [FairfieldLife] Asstral [was Re: The Use of the Second Attention, >Pros and Cons] > > > > > >--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Xenophaneros Anartaxius" wrote: > >> Now, in the language of the TMO, TM is alleged to bring the experience of >> 'invincibility'. That is, the absence of vulnerability. It does seem that >> people who have had long practice with at least some spiritual techniques >> develop a sort of psychological invulnerability. >> >> I experience this happening to me over a long span of time. As this >> develops, I have noticed the tendency to seek out people that seem to have >> similar weaknesses to mine, or complimentary ones, is diminishing. >> >> So I can imagine it becomes exceedingly interesting in how one relates to >> someone who has no obvious weakness, or caves in to certain emotional >> prompts. If we call our individuality a persona, then such persons do not >> relate to one another on the basis of persona. This can be particularly >> upsetting for people who only relate to others on the basis of persona, for >> such persons without or with a diminished persona appear to function >> independently, or largely independently of whatever you foist in their >> direction. >> >I do not experience myself as either having a personality, an individual >nature, or not. My personality is here, and my infinity is here too. > >My personality changes according to how infused with infinity it is. The more >it is integrated with infinity, or Being, from inside, or out, the future >results of anything I express become clearer to me, like knowing the wake of >the boat, even before it begins to move. > >There is a constant interplay between my personality and my infinite nature, >how the infinite nature expresses itself through the personality, and the >constant push of the personality to express the infinite. > >On the foundation of infinity, the personality endlessly shifts and learns and >refines and expresses itself - infinity in a point. The values of the >personality then track the progress of this process of becoming completely >unbounded and infinite, changing and refining accordingly. > > > > >