Oh, Tracey...I know the only thing that got us through was the wildfire of prayer the moment my family and friends heard what had happened. Prayer can be so simple to be so wondrous. Sometimes all you have to ask is "please take over". I know there have been many times when I have said that prayer only to follow it with "please help me let go so You can take over"! I am one that feels God has a sense of humor and I get pretty excited to see all of the miracles and wonderful blessings that happen. Thank you, again, for sharing! What an exciting story and God bless you and your family! j -------Original Message------- From: Tracey L. Black Date: 3/26/2008 12:53:24 PM To: sal r; jrushton; tmic-list@eskimo.com Subject: RE: [TMIC] UNBELIEVABLE! For my 11 year old daughter, at the time, being told that she would never walk again was the most devastating news that anyone could ever hear. She had the mentality, for quite a while, that since he told her that she would never walk again, then why should she even try to get better. When she started to see improvement in herself after she started outpatient therapy, her attitude changed. She became so much more determined to prove him wrong.
If I had to power to rewind and go back in time to February 1, 2005, I don't honestly think I would change a thing. It was at the point that my husband and I were not as close as we had once been(I had actually thought about leaving), I had gained some weight, my 3 children were constantly bickering and no one seemed happy. One night I was driving home and I prayed that I would like to be closer with my husband and I wanted my children to get along better, and if God were so minded, would he please help me lose about 10 pounds. I kid you not, she went down about a week or so after that. My husband and I became so close that it was hard to say goodbye to him when he left the hospital at night to go home to care for our other 2 children. My son(now 19) and other daughter(almost 11) have bonded like you wouldn't believe and all 3 of my kids sit and talk all of the time now. Sure, they still bicker, but nothing like they had before. They have all come to value what they have been given and don't take anything for granted any more. As for me, yep, you guessed it. I lost 10 pounds while Ash was in the hospital for those 31 days! For a while after all of this happened, I was so happy that our family was back the way I wanted it to be but I was also very guilty feeling, thinking that I had basically asked for this to happen. For the longest time, I wouldn't even pray. The only thing that kept going through my head was "be careful what you wish for". I have since started back up but still am very careful for what I pray for. Tracey L. Black Certified Insurance Service Representative Hockley & O'Donnell Insurance Agency Phone - 717-334-6741, x 29 Fax - 717-334-3414 Thank you for providing information to us. Please beware that no coverage is bound and no change to your insurance program is confirmed until verified by a licensed agent during regular business hours. If you do not hear from us within 1 business day, please re-contact us in case your information has not been retained. From: sal r [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] Sent: Wednesday, March 26, 2008 1:37 PM To: jrushton; Tracey L. Black; tmic-list@eskimo.com Subject: RE: [TMIC] UNBELIEVABLE! the doctors told my parents my heart was gonna stop when that didnt happen they said i will never be able to move my arms and legs again once i moved my arms then they said i will never be able to breathe on my again when i strarted breathing on my own they said i wouldnt be able to move my legs again once i did theyre jaws dropped and i never seen those docs again...lol moral of the story dont let a docor tell you...THAT YOU CANT..only you can determine whether how bad you want it or not!!!! jrushton <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: You know...if it wasn't for our darned stubbornness and tenacity, most of us would be a WHOLE lot worse, wouldn't we?? One doctor told me I would never run again. Well, so far, I can only walk like a drunk but my goal is to run and it probably won't be pretty but I'm going to do it!!! (Darned old Missouri stubbornness....never leaves you...) Jeanne -------Original Message------- From: Tracey L. Black Date: 3/26/2008 12:05:23 PM To: jrushton Subject: RE: [TMIC] UNBELIEVABLE! This was also the same neuro that told her, at age 11, that she would never walk again, so she should be prepared and he looked at us and told us to make our home handicap accessible. He didn't discuss any of this prior to talking to her. He just walked in an announced it. Needless to say, we never went back to see him and SHE IS WALKING!! He has since left that hospital but is at another facility. If it were closer to home, I would take my daughter to see him and show him how wrong he really was. Tracey L. Black Certified Insurance Service Representative Hockley & O'Donnell Insurance Agency Phone - 717-334-6741, x 29 Fax - 717-334-3414 Thank you for providing information to us. Please beware that no coverage is bound and no change to your insurance program is confirmed until verified by a licensed agent during regular business hours. If you do not hear from us within 1 business day, please re-contact us in case your information has not been retained. From: jrushton [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] Sent: Wednesday, March 26, 2008 10:17 AM To: Tracey L. Black; tmic-list@eskimo.com Subject: RE: [TMIC] UNBELIEVABLE! What a horrible thing to lay onto a mother during a crisis like this! So many providers are smart enough to get their degree but not very smart in the people department! Jeanne -------Original Message------- From: Tracey L. Black Date: 3/26/2008 9:20:25 AM To: [EMAIL PROTECTED]; [EMAIL PROTECTED]; Robert Pall; tm Subject: RE: [TMIC] UNBELIEVABLE! We were actually told by one Neuro that my daughter got TM b/c I left her drink bottled water. He said that something could have gotten into it during the bottling process....... Tracey L. Black Certified Insurance Service Representative Hockley & O'Donnell Insurance Agency Phone - 717-334-6741, x 29 Fax - 717-334-3414 Thank you for providing information to us. Please beware that no coverage is bound and no change to your insurance program is confirmed until verified by a licensed agent during regular business hours. If you do not hear from us within 1 business day, please re-contact us in case your information has not been retained. -----Original Message----- From: [EMAIL PROTECTED] [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] Sent: Wednesday, March 26, 2008 9:27 AM To: [EMAIL PROTECTED]; Robert Pall; tm Subject: Re: [TMIC] UNBELIEVABLE! > UNBELIEVABLE! I'm really sorry to tell you that I had no stress in my life, no antibiotics, no root canals, etc.,etc, before TM hit. I did have a "summer cold." "summer colds" can be coxaki (?) related and that has been directly related to TM, I believe. Almost everyone has stress... I would make the hypothesis that TM is related to ... Eating any food, or even better, Drinking water !! How many of you drank water (in Tea, Coffee, Sodas, Milk, Mixed in O.J., Etc.) before being afflicted with T.M.??? I bet we all did!! Love You F Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now.